Spawndona

There is a pulse inside us that is also outside.

It’s all around us.

It’s in nature.

As well as in the cosmic arena of the universe -

The sun, the moon, the stars.

Being electrical beings,

our bodies run on our own very specific electricity grid;

more commonly known as our magnetic resonance or frequency.

Every single living organism on earth lives by this certain frequency.

This pulse.

I like that we are connected to all living things

as well as the entire universe.

I’m grateful to be alive;

dwelling in this vast systematized organization.

God’s creation.

One morning, with eyes closed, I saw

brilliant spheres of multi-colored twinkling lights

fill the entire scope of my vision.

Startling. Astonishing. Amazing.

Lasting only a few seconds.

I remember when we knelt and prayed

around the breakfast table as children,

with my eyes tightly closed,

I could see colored shapes;

And often when I lie in savasana,

I see colors like red gruel

moving and swirling

but I have never in my life

seen anything as glorious as this.

Was it the universe?

Was it heaven?

It was magical.

A glimpse into the magnificent.

Wondrous beyond description.

And I haven’t seen a color or shape since.

Like it was my one and only chance to connect

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