Sunday, May 3, 2020

Part 5 of 5

Note from the Doctor

     My intention is to keep you as comfortable as possible and for as long as possible.  Thankfully, the cancer is nowhere close to claiming your Iife, but quite clearly is making life miserable in terms of pain.  The pain comes from the cancer progressing.  The cancer has found a way around capecitabine and it is growing despite you taking this medication.  Right now the top priority is to limit your pain.  Kyphoplasty holds a very good promise to mitigate pain.
     After the kyphoplasty, we need to maintain the disease in remission.  The treatment that I have in mind is a medicine called paclitaxel.  There are many ways to give the paclitaxel but the least intrusive, least burdensome in terms of side effects, and the most efficacious is to receive this medication once weekly.  Unfortunately the medication is IV, only capecitabine is oral chemotherapy.  Paclitaxel especially weekly, is very well-tolerated.  Side effects include tingling and numbness in your fingertips and the tips of her toes, as well as diffuse muscle aches and pains on day 2 or day 3 following the administration of paclitaxel.  My intention is not to burn you with this chemotherapy but with this chemotherapy tried to keep the cancer in remission as long as possible without compromising your quality of life.  Dr. Vaklavas

I LOVE MY BODY
When I first got cancer, I felt my body had betrayed me. Then I realized that cancer betrayed both my body and me. My body has been rather heroic, shielding me from pain until the fracture in my back. I am so thankful for a strong resilient body, parts and passions.

Hummmmmm
I remember hearing as a child, that hair and fingernails keep growing after you die.  My hair got thicker and my fingernails grew longer than they ever have.



Am I dead?



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