Until this came into my consciousness, I didn’t even know I still blamed myself for Eddy’s limited life. I don’t know how to make babies with all the complex cells and nervous system, blood flow, bones, muscles, brain and all, how could I be to blame? If we are grateful to God for two eyes, then if we don’t have two eyes, we have to blame God. I don’t blame God. It just happens. It’s not my fault, it’s not DeRay’s fault, it’s not God’s fault. We haven’t abused our bodies with drugs, alcohol, tobacco; we’ve always eaten healthy; exercised. I don’t know why all babies are not born perfectly; I don’t know why some struggle so much. I especially don’t know how to fix it. I only know to do the best we can with what we’ve got, as Margaritte at the gym used to say.
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Until this came into my consciousness, I didn’t even know I still blamed myself for Eddy’s limited life. I don’t know how to make babies with all the complex cells and nervous system, blood flow, bones, muscles, brain and all, how could I be to blame? If we are grateful to God for two eyes, then if we don’t have two eyes, we have to blame God. I don’t blame God. It just happens. It’s not my fault, it’s not DeRay’s fault, it’s not God’s fault. We haven’t abused our bodies with drugs, alcohol, tobacco; we’ve always eaten healthy; exercised. I don’t know why all babies are not born perfectly; I don’t know why some struggle so much. I especially don’t know how to fix it. I only know to do the best we can with what we’ve got, as Margaritte at the gym used to say.
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